Saturday, November 12, 2011

Rockstar!

While witnessing a different era in bollywood, it’s quite funny to argue so strongly for movies.
There was a time when hit movies were universally liked. E.g.:- DDLJ, Hum Aapke hain kaun, kuch kuch hota hai. These were clearly stated movies, with high emotions & budgets , predictable endings & popular star caste. Things have changed. Films were a business then & are passion now.

The last few ultra hyped movies I saw this year were Delly-Belly, Bodygaurd, Mausam & Ra One.
All of these movies were either produced or Directed by a father for a son or for a Brother etc. And so in some or the other way these fresher’s got a fresh unrestricted approach + Passion as a motive in the making process of the film. E.g. – Delly Belly was not a new story but was entertaining with a fresh, young approach & the productive marketing definitely helped. For some it was an appalling movie, for me it was pure entertainment. Similarly for some Ra One was a hyped up film & for me it was a larger than life & a different experience, Mausam again was a deep thought of love but too unrealistic for our imaginations. Ironically I am still clueless what was that great in Bodygaurd. But then after so much effort no movie is bad & moreover its bollywood! Where the face value still works. I see a different genre all together where the target audience is not segregated with age. To cut it short, these movies are not massy. In a single family you may find two people a fan of a movie & two hating it to the core.

Similar situation happened when I went to watch Rockstar. Directed by Imtiza Ali & character played by the youth Icon Ranbir Kapoor. I was desperately waiting for this movie to release since quite some time mainly because A.- I met Ranbir Kapoor personally & he was super convincing about his work. B. I am an Imtiaz Ali fan. And C. It was a musical movie & that too soul touching music by A. R. Rehman & my fav Mohit Chauhan as the main vocalist.

The movie was a revolutionary experience. Ranbir Kapoor’s raw acting greased with the apt costumes, hair style, and location simply enhanced the different approaches of his character.
I could see myself floating in a trance mode because every phase of the actor’s life was backed with beautiful lyrics & music that could connect. The unconditional juggle between passion & love was deeply felt. It was a movie of a sort because every expression may that be of sadness, desperateness, love, loneliness, lust had a language which was put across marvelously irrespective of a joint motive that said- I give a fuck to the world.

Strangely I suffered with no sympathy, neither when the actor was a dumb & he left his house nor when the actress was on bed. The story flowed in a way as if it was a part of life.
As a typical Imtiaz Ali film, it had those moments of fun before interval with which one could connect while being in a no named relationship & the realization that happens late in life when it actually destined to happen.

There come few scenes when the actress wants to hug the actor & these are placed right before when she’s about to get married & also when she is married. So like an adamant bollywood audience, everyone was expecting her to be caught at that moment & story will take a turn. But I think the story telling has grown from that segment. That placement of hugging sequence with no requirements, dialogues, and lust had so much story to tell itself.

The innocence that was maintained in the character throughout who became a world famous rockstar was believable for a change, may that be through his acting skills or the story line.
For me apart his journey to be a rockstar that happened because of the love story drawn in was totally credible. I could compare the unrefined & unconditional love showcased from DevD. Which was again a movie loved by few & hated by many.

The main dispute was the abrupt ending. And again for me it justified. If the actor & actress lived happily ever after & there was no pain left, the rockstar in him would have died. Or even if it was exposed that the actress died, the sympathy wouldn’t have got me that hangover as I am experiencing now. The connection of the first & the last scene was incredible. For me the conclusion was a dream. It was a magical & divine experience left open for the audience to relish, Cz jo bhi main kehna chahoon barbaad kare alfaaz mere!!

Thursday, July 21, 2011

Live, Laugh, Love!

One of those days, when you recall
what went wrong & why you can’t blame
what made you act so bloody lame

Why do you fear to be carefree anymore
Why are you alone & not with the gang of four

The wholesome company of yours that you use to enjoy
Is also something you wana run away with, Why?

The non living existence that makes you hooks
why so love with the crayons & the colorful cover books.

The changing thoughts in a moment & the irritation that builds
and within the next moment the guilt you face, nearly kills.

Why is it so difficult to relish the charm of failure
is it the dream that creep or the reality that letdown

Million Questions with limited answers
the judgmental you & the brain as a dancer.
With the Music that has no sync with your life
but still you try hands-on to Jive.

Why being happy on your accomplishments
did you share my piece of punishments?

Why being a Saint, when the evil is the one who actually laughs
when I see the world with these pair of mean eyes, I could see myself nothing more than a dwarf.

Thursday, June 16, 2011

Me & Myself

How great it feels, when suddenly you choose to do
something you wanted to & knew you are awful at.
When I splashed the colors with a brush in my hand
there was a coat of contentment that I could feel on my face & see on the canvas.
The journey started with consciousness at the first layer & happiness with intensifying colors.
The mixing of colors on my pallet to the growing impatience to see the finished product,
There wasn’t any moment of thrill that I missed out on while doing this oil color painting of Buddha.
Hobbies help us to be a good human, with the in depth dedication & joy of learning.
Find yourself & you will find happiness :)

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

Anshun- Corruption

For a youngster like me who has no permanent income, lives life as it comes & comfort matters the most. In spite of being educated & updated, Words like corruption & strikes are too heavy to digest.
I get influenced easily, switching my point of view with different political leaders in different seasons as per the discussions on facebook.
But, what matters to me is the terrific hike in petrol prices, which I pay from my pocket money.

So when a whole lot of political drama happened last week, it in a way affected me. To my surprise, I was witnessing the live drama of opposition parties & the height of hypocrisy, blame game, cat fights being so openly played. Not even a single person involved in the whole scene in favor or opposition appeared to be a subtle, genuine representative for a noble cause.

I look at this from few points of views.

a. In India, people have this tendency to be a dedicated follower of anyone & then it’s really difficult to break through their beliefs. They’ll fast if a Rajnikant falls sick. So much is the impact. So if a million people agreed to strike with Baba Ramdev, I don’t see this as a gigantic achievement.

b. It is a human tendency to criticize. Because we ourselves see how the world moves at a selfish pace, where 9 out of 10 people think about themselves, their choices & profits including me. So if suddenly a Millionaire Yoga teachers shouts & sacrifices on behalf of the poor janta of our country, it gets a bit difficult to accept. Knowing the fact that fooling around in India & gaining sympathy is one of the easiest things to do.

c. When a Rahul Gandhi gets a media coverage in villages, we clearly state it as a showoff, then why are we considering Baba Ramdev as indisputable, who has been announcing about the hunger strike since a month now? Whereas the world knows about his future plans in politics.


d. Amitabh Bachan is treated as God in our country, so tomorrow if he wants something, is this the way to communicate?? It is more of a blackmailing & taking advantage of the innocent people who follow you without any expectations. I remember doing this as a kid, but now when I look back, I feel happy that those of my certain wishes were not fulfilled for my betterment.
If this is the alternative, then why do we ourselves vote & elect candidates?

e. Blame Game is one of the easiest thing to do. If BJP & RSS have turned out to be pro Baba Ramdev, then instead of blaming they should come up with alternatives. Especially parties like BJP who is no more in power only because of its communal ideologies. Have they rectified those yet??


f. We say, it was a silent protest, whereas I don’t consider a loud person calling for his followers to join from all over the country + Media + Security & sucha huge team managing the event with so much outrage as silent!! What if any kid loses his life in the hunger strike in Delhi’s heat. Will Baba Ramdev be caught responsible?

g. Understandable! The amount of corruption our country is facing today is a matter of utter shame. And it is great to have initiatives. But no one man can have this authority to make a political agenda out of it or impose the government, which leads to an unwanted disaster like the one happened at the Ramleela ground, Delhi on 5th June’11


India is a country of extremes, so the two possible things are, either to get a king to rule us, & be a dedicated follower or change the system.
And no, it is not easy said than done this time, because if it’s not your cup of tea, you should enjoy a vacation in Italy singing Singh is King & hand over the rest to the United Nations.
The political game will lead no one anywhere but will develop a sense of hatred for either, and will encourage more of such wanabe martyrs to take over.

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Girl Alone


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A good sense of humor works in all conditions. Girl Alone by Rupa Gulab ia a fairly decent attempt as a debutant. It’s a story about a girl Arti, a cough syrup addict from Kolkata, her mother wants her to take up a good job or to get married.
She moves to Mumbai where her struggles begin with her Super Bitch Boss in professional life & wrong men in personal life. Being an English literature student she is a total pseudo intellect snob & expects a similar guy with similar sense of humor in her life. Cough Syrup & music is her remedy to overcome her screwed up existence and henceforth she has used a lot of bands, books, authors, directors & actors as reference to every circumstance she faced.

On her mother’s insistence she also had witnessed few disastrous blind dates with a wild life photographer, software engineer etc who were the regular looser matrimonial ad guys for wedding prospect. And rejected them because of reasons such as wrong pronunciation of the word Lion as Loin.
Arti was always wrong in selecting men, may be because of her expectations, insecurity, attitude problem or bad luck but in spite of her learning’s with past relationship, she preferred to be with someone than single, because it’s better to have Monday morning blues than Friday evening’s.
She had her two best friends as pillers- Jo & Mo, who were also her hostel mates cum soul mates in Mumbai & there chemistry altogether with up’s & down’s in their respective relationships was also a delight to read.
Even though she faced a lot of hard times & good times but what remained constant was her sarcasm & wit to give back.

Like a standard story, this one had a happy ending too. And the message which was loud and clear throughout is that men only want you when you don't want them anymore.
If this book hooked a non reader like me, than definately this piece of fiction deserves a 3 out of 5. And a must read for all single cosmopolitan girls.